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Post by Lily Luna Potter on Aug 4, 2012 18:22:18 GMT
the words sent a shock through lily's body. her eyes widened as she looked up at murtagh. never in a million years had she thought he'd say those things. thousands of thoughts flew around in her head. her and murt sitting on the couch in the common room, holding hands, being a couple. it took her a moment to actually comprehend what she had just been asked. as she came to complete understanding, a smile broke over her face.
"mine, and only mine." she whispered, pushing herself up and pushing murt back. it didn't seem fair to make him hold up all his weight on one arm. she pressed her lips to his, gently at first as if she was afraid he would just laugh and say it was a joke. she could feel herself smiling a little into their kiss.
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Post by Murtagh Farrell Connolly on Aug 5, 2012 1:34:00 GMT
Murtagh gave a soft smile, looking down at her reaction. And he slowly just leaned there, watching her eyes debate over the words of how to answer and reply. He expected it to be a shove, expected to be pushed off the sofa. He was wrong of course. Murt gently blinked as he was gently shoved onto his back, laying there to stare up at her.
"Always." He replied before returning the kiss just as gentle and calm, not rushing her in any shape or form. No, he wasn't like that. He wanted this to be a perfect calm moment. And not ruin it by being stupid.
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Post by Lily Luna Potter on Aug 5, 2012 4:18:26 GMT
lily's hair fell over her shoulder, making a curtain between the two of them and the empty room around them. she liked this feeling. having murt so close to her, telling her sweet things. she wanted to stay like that forever, just being able to hear him and kiss him, it sounded so lovely to her. her free hand rested on his cheek, her fingertips near his hairline. she wanted to run her fingers through his hair, to pull his lips to hers and not let go until she just needed air, but she held herself back. pushed those thoughts away.
she had no words. nothing would come out as he uttered the word always. to be with him always? that sounded perfect. his lips touched her own then, sending lily into a battle with her self control. her lips kept his pace, knowing he wasn't going to push her. she pressed herself to him, moving her lips slightly faster. she wanted to never have to stop kissing him. it was pure bliss.
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Post by Murtagh Farrell Connolly on Aug 5, 2012 4:26:41 GMT
Murtagh leaned into the sofa his head resting on the pillow as he stared up at her eyes. She had lovely eyes and her hair...so colorful. Murt moved his arm his hand resting in her hair gently playing with one of the strands.
Her return kiss was so gentle and calm like her. But she didn't hesitate to want more. Murt gave it too her keeping her pace with the kiss making it deeper, full of care and love before he pulled back to gasp for breath.
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Post by Lily Luna Potter on Aug 5, 2012 4:39:30 GMT
the memory hit her like a brick wall. she remembered sitting with her older brother, james, in the common room, playing a game of wizard chess as they did most every night. they were laughing and making jabs at the other's playing. after two games, both siblings with one win each, the decided to call it a night. they began to talk about the previous week and what was going on in their worlds. all of the sudden, a look of pure disgust came over her brother's face. "never get involved, or even talk, to murtagh connolly. he's bad new, lily." he'd said, glancing at murt, who was snogging with some girl. lily'd nodded, agreeing to stay away.
lily flashed back into the world around her, her lips connected with the boy she'd promised to stay away from. she pulled herself away from him, her breathing a little ragged. she shook her head slightly, looking at the fire crackling a short ways away. she was torn between being happy and going with what james wanted. murtagh couldn't be what james thought he was. look at the way he was treating her. tears welled in her eyes as she tried to blink them away. "i... can't..." she said, her voice catching in her throat.
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Post by Murtagh Farrell Connolly on Aug 7, 2012 23:38:05 GMT
Murtagh frowned, watching as she abruptly pulled away from him, as if the kiss burned. He sat up as he watched her, feeling torn, upset...and a bit confused. "Lily? What do you...I mean, whats wrong? You can't...what?" He asked nervously looking at her direction. He rested a hand on her knee, watching as she shook and coward. Did he do something wrong? "Did I...did I do something wrong?" He asked, frowning once more.
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Post by Lily Luna Potter on Aug 8, 2012 6:22:17 GMT
lily looked at murt and blinked. she wasn't exactly sure how to express what was going on in her head. everything she was thinking was just a hoard of conflicting thoughts and emotions. nothing would fit together. she shook her head and tried to focus on what the boy was saying, but that proved very difficult. "nothing." she said, looking him dead in the eyes. "you did nothing." lily finished, running a hand through her hair. she was just going to have to pick, for once, something she wanted or deal with any sadness that came from not picking what she wanted.
lily placed her hand on murtagh's cheek, her smile both warm and melancholy. "my feelings for you are conflicting with those we both know my brother has." she whispered, willing him to understand. "but... i'm not going to let that ruin me being.. happy." lily finished, closing her eyes and waiting for the boy to respond.
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Post by Murtagh Farrell Connolly on Aug 9, 2012 3:01:18 GMT
Murtagh gave a soft nod in reply, watching her as she talked, and seemed to think. His hand moved to rest on her knee listening to her admitted words. And he nodded in agreement. Her brother was a piece of work. "Your brother is a piece of work...and always getting in the way. I mean, seriously, always in the way." He replied with a snort. His hand moved, taking one of her own into his hand. He kissed her knuckles, giving a sigh. "I don't care what he says. You should be happy and I will make you happy. I will stay by your side, be yours; no matter what your brothers say." He added, giving a smile at her direction.
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